Genap setahun

Al fatihah buat arwah abang yang tersayang...

Tengok Pak Su masa kat Singapore, buat kan aku teringat arwah. Mirip benar, iras2 wajah, susuk tubuh. Dalam pada nak jumpa sedara mara, ada jugak terselit rasa sebak. Pagi tu bangun tido dengar Haziq, anak arwah ikut Pak Su pegi beli sarapan pagi. Memang xnafi, Pak Su suka manja kan anak2 sedara, cucu2 sedara (*kedudukan Haziq). Ntah, aku tetiba teringat kat arwah. =.=

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Fikir

Salah ke ape aku buat? As a human, aku mengaku memang ada perasaan cemburu. Tapi sayang bila orang tertentu xfaham. Once in a while dapat peluang berkumpul dengan sanak saudara. Maaf, saya memang cemburu awak dapat berkumpul dengan almost whole cousin awak, gelak2, seronok2. Sebab saya jarang sangat dapat peluang camtu. Maaf la. Balik kampung dan bercuti? Sangat la jarang saya dapat masa2 camtu. Ye, saya ada sanak saudara yang tinggal dalam negeri kita. Tapi saudara yang terdekat ada jugak yang tinggal jauh. Salah ke saya nak menziarah diorang?

Awak, saya tersangat cemburu awak dapat bercuti dengan keluarga. Yela, bukan nye dekat, jauh2, tempat plak sume best2. Saya pun xingat bla kali terakhir saya dapat peluang mcm awak. Awak, kita da lama bersama. Awak sendiri boleh nampak kan life saya camne? Bila saya mengeluh, awak cakap, nanti bila kita dah bersatu, saya pun akan dapat ikut skali (*saya masih tunggu saat tu, even saya dengar awak cakap tahun depan utk setiap tahun)

Bercakap soal sedara mara. Saya pernah jumpa sebahagian dari cousin awak. Saya cuma leh cakap, bestnye ada cousin2 close camni. Awak pulak tanya, best x dapat jumpa diorang? Of course la best sangat. Bukan nak menidakkan cousin saya, tapi kitorang xdela close. Jumpa lagi la jarang. Dah besar2 camni bru agak2 kenal. Bila dapat jumpa cousin yang tinggal jauh, memang la best. Dapat tengok tempat orang jugak kan (*part yg ni memang awak pun setuju jugak kan) Awak citer pegi rumah sedare kt kuala terengganu, saya oke, pegi rumah sedare kat KL, saya ckp untung la, pegi rumah sedare kat perak, sy cma bleh diam jela. Betapa bertuahnya awak. Sedare jauh2 pun dapat pegi, merata2 plak tu.

Boleh x awak faham perasaan saya pulak?

Saya tahu awak baru aje hilang tunjang penting dalam keluarga. Semua xkan kembali macam dulu. Tapi jangan drag saya sekali. Saya dapat peluang selepas 1997, masa tu saya minor lagi, baru 9 tahun. Sekarang dah 23 tahun. (*awak bleh kira sendiri gap umur) Dan saya jugak baru dapat peluang SEKALI macam yg awak dah lalui berkali-kali sebelum ni.

Xboleh ke awak faham saya dapat peluang untuk rasa ape yg pernah awak rasa? Saya ada dengar ura2 yang nak pegi jalan2 ngn family lepas mama awak habis edah. Awak boleh agak sendiri kan perasaan saya? Ye, skali lagi cemburu.

Awak cuma fikir saya pegi sana, pastu dah xingat kat awak. Of course la saya ingat kat awak. In fact, saya terkejut bila nenek ngan mak ngah tanya pasal awak. Sedang kan last skali diorang jumpa awak masa kakak saya kawen, tu pun 3 tahun lepas. Siap invite lagi, kalau jodoh panjang (*see, saya dah kata sebelum ni kan)

Dah, saya xtau nak cakap ape lagi. Harap awak faham, dan bleh consider perasaan saya jugak. InsyaAllah, ada lagi citer, if awak xnak dengar, awak baca cukup la. Saya minta maaf tentang last minute bagitau. Saya tau awak "xkan izin" saya pergi. Saya kenal sikap awak. Tapi saya pun nak keras kepala jugak, sebab... sume kat atas tu la. Ada jugak putus harapan (*cakap xjd pegi, kol gtau yg laen2) tp last2 dengan kata2 awak malam tu, saya dapat pegi (*time kasih sangat2, wpun saya tau awak marah)

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Pesanan untuk kau dan aku...

Semoga xkan ader lagi kisah hitam. Sama-sama la kita jaga hubungan yg dah lama kita perjuang. Yg aku pinta, jaga diri dan jaga kepercayaan yg aku dh bagi.

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Buat yg tersayang...

p/s: Tadi cakap download kan. Xpe... meh share dari Youtube

Adira - Lara Lagi (OST - Ombak Rindu) With Lyrics 

 

 

Hafiz - Untuk Kamu [HD] Lyrics 

 

Enjoy it (^-^)

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Jar of Heart..

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel all right
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

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Ombak.... dusyummmm!!!

Hehehe... suka ati aku la nk ber dusyum pun. Mama bf aku pun panggil "Ombak Biru". Ambik kau... siap berkaler lagi tu.

Neway aku cuma nk recall ape yg jadi tentang movie ni. Ombak rindu... dulu sebelum tayang, aku gtaw bf aku, dia mmg xlayan pun. Tup2 bila dah tayang, duk usha2 nk ajak tengok... cettt cippodahhh...

Selasa (13/12/11) kitorang pegi mesra mall (ni je tempat howwt kt area cni...) sempat la grab tiket kol 9 stgah. Ombak rindu the movie... not bad. Even ada tokok tambah, aku bleh terima la.
Ni hah novel asal, karya Fauziah Ashaari...

Ada hajat yg xtertunai. Tp lepas kantoi, dapat la... hehehe. Korang mesti nak tau kan. Rabu (14/12/11) dapat jugak p ramai2. P mesra mall, tket sold out. Duk pikir sma ada tgk movie laen or p tgk kat ECM (jauh la perjalanan). Bf aku ni lebih pk kan adik2 ye (i'm touched) so kami gerak la p ECM. Dapat grab tiket kol 10pm. Seat memang line tu untuk kitorang aje... hehehe. Movie... d sebabkan aku n bf da tgk, jd kitorang muka bese jela. Row depan aku ni ntah pape, bab sedih pun diorang gelak.

Thanx my dear Anis coz treat kak ijah, pesa ngn ecah tiket movie. Nice outdoor activity since setiap kali nk jumpa kna p durian mas. Hadiah bday yg enjoyable. Love u bebeh... Bf? Hehehe... Of course love him always. (^_^)


p/s: 15/12/11 was my 23rd birthday... thanx for all wishes dari kawan2, lecturer, and from beloved one.

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Waaa!!!

Sibuk yang amat la sekarang ni. Dah la demam, penyakit yang amat common di kalangan penumpang bas no 11 ( jalan kaki la tu..) untung laaa org yg ad kenderaan... hurm.. p klinik td check body temptation temperature... 36.8C... boleh laa... tonsil plak bengkak balik. Kelmarin baru siap assignment fsa, hari ni rushing kena siapkan assignment issues and ethics... sumpah rsa susah tajuk ni...CONSTRUCTION VS PROPERTY INDUSTRY... mana nk cr LR, nk construct... mujur la ad teammates yg hebat2.... ila, liha, aini. Low aku sorang, memang konpem nanges xberlagu la.... adesss... oke la, continue keje... esok da kena present... chiao!!!

rase cam nk geget2 aje laptop ni... adesss

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Suke sengih...

Hehehe... surprise!!!!
Time kaseh yg sulung ngn yg bongsu....

Yg sulung ailibiyyu lah!!!
Yg bongsu.... sayanggg adekkk!!!

:D

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Simple and easy to understand

Cinta
Semua nak rasa
Tapi sanggup ke harungi?
Bila dilanda musibah
Masih kah kamu di sisi nya?
Menggenggam tangan nya saat dia berduka?
Memberi semangat bagai api yang membara?

Cinta mudah diberi
Cinta mudah diterima
Namun selama mana mampu bertahan?
Sejauh mana mampu berlari?
Cinta bukan sekadar gelak ketawa bersama
Mahupun berkongsi duka
Tapi cinta adalah segalanya

Tak bererti tuhan di nombor dua
Atau keluarga ditolak bersama
Cinta itu universal sayangku
Marilah kita sama2 mendalaminya

Salam dari kejauhan,
Aku sayang kamu semua

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Wish you were here - Avril Lavigne

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it


[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.



I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss 
 

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

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